okay so i liked this guy A LOT. like i had the biggest crush on him, it was like unbelievable. so last year we were just like friends and whatever, but of course he had a girlfriend and i was hopelessly single…this year we really started talking. i mean like facetiming, calling, texting, sending each other random pictures during our conversation, it was so cute. but of course, things couldn’t stay that way for long. we got into a fight, and whenever we fight, we really fight. like he doesn’t back down and most certainly don’t either. i didn’t talk to him for about two days..until yesterday. when i texted him, it was like nothing ever happened. he even said “you’re so cute”, and suddenly, all those butterflies came back again. 

until today. 

ask.fm is like a trending thing in my town, and of course he has one. i came across it and found a question about me. it asked if he liked me, and if he would ever go out with me. he said “never have, never will :)” and instantly…those butterflies died. 

i’m not hurt that he doesn’t like me…i kind of expected it, but his response just made me feel like…nothing. and that is by far the worst feeling. it’s like he was my Romeo but i wasn’t his Juliet…